Inside My Mind

Finally..

It looks like maybe, just maybe things are starting to turn around in my life. But as good as that may be it still has worries trapped behind my head. Like what if all the things I’m looking forward to fall apart. I don’t think I could deal with that. So as I try to cheer up on the positive, negatives are not to far behind. I want to completely be happy just like everyone else. People I know has so much going for them, and then there’s me. Not to say my life is that dull and boring. I have things to be glad about ya know. I’ve got a job, a roof over my head, good health, my family, etc.. I just want that extra something beside the basics.

The world waits forever or in vein …

This is such an interesting quote. I know I havent shared anything in a good while but meh, people get trapped up in lives. but the title above is a quote I found in a book. It spoke to me because I feel like I’m waiting forever for certain things to happen and yet I have rage behind the fact that I’m still waiting. It sucks to feel that wait but yet I do. Im sure everyone goes through it, funny thing is it’s not just a one time thing. It can happen continuously in many ways. *sigh.

Turn

What makes us pursue certain actions in life. Why does a simple thought turn into a reality instead of staying in our brains. I can’t understand why sometimes I do the things I do but I try to make sense of them at the very least. I feel as though I’ve awakened a most inside me. Lashing out left right and center. This isn’t me. Which brings the thought I have. What is it that makes people “turn”, “snap” or “break wild” ? Is it the little voices in our head? Is it a feeling that erupts in our bodies ? What is it ? Well if I figure it out then I can answer but for now I’m puzzled. 

I miss cuddling

I miss having someone to cuddle with. I spend late nights by myself, keeping me up with my thoughts like. Will I find someone? Or will it always be like this. My pillow by my side and warmth from my blanket not in someone’s arms. Pretty much, this sucks.

kind?

why do certain people push someones kindness too far? I never understood that at all. It’s like stepping on a precious flower, and ruining its beauty. I wonder if people will one day, treat one another better. Less attitude. Less fights. Less problems. Is the motto, treat other how you want to be treated something to go un-used? I don’t think so. So try and keep that in mind when. It’s not right to assume its okay to treat anyone who has sweet, and caring less then you. Like you have more power. If someone is kind, be kind back.

Commercials

They truly are very brain washing… LOL It’s funny how we absorb all these little jingles and not even realize that we memorized it in the 1st place. I just had to share that thought. Its something everyone can relate to.

Sometimes

Sometimes I think , why do we make everything so complicated in life for ourselves?? It could be with trying to quit an addiction or it could be with choosing a person to date. If you follow your gut then it shouldn’t be so hard. But.. then we have doubts, or say we’ll make the final choice tomorrow and then repeat it again when tomorrow comes. I never understood why I do this and why people do it also. We only cause this because it’s easy to 2nd guess then just to guess one time and go with the flow. Is it because we been through so much that its hard to try something new.??

Curious thought

There are so many reason as to why we are all living here on earth. Some say its god, others say it’s science. If we really take a step back to think, how did the 1st two human beings arrive on earth. What made earth? what made the universe. Do we really think it’s god’s work? Do we really think matter of science dividing on its own to create everything from a different substance to another. Or is it another religious or non-religious reason to why we are here. The reason why most people today are live is through child birth but want made the 1st child before that child grew up met the opposite sex to create another human being?? I’m so curious but I really want to know, what do you think ?? 

Funny bone

I wonder who came up with that location in our body. When you hit your funny bone, its not even like you laugh it just hurts real bad. So why call it that there is nothing humorous about it. I dont get it… why ?

Age

When it comes to dating or find someone age plays a big factor on everything. The quote age is nothing but a number lives but not everyone goes by it.Most people think someone 5 years older is enough but what about 10 is that passing the limit to high? I don’t think age matters. I think there is a too old and a too young for everyone but that is up to them. If you like someone who is 8 years older should you ignore it because others think its wrong ? Do you pursue regardless of what others think ? Its hard to live life the way we want when it comes to dating in terms of age difference , There are so many “rules” to what’s too young and what’s too old.